Healing from Relational Wounds

Hey Pastor, 

After I've had some time to reflect on what you prayed over me I wanted to email you and say thank you and express a little bit of the impact that tonight had on me.

I don't know if you remember, but back before the fast even began I was in the Green Room and you came in and spoke to me about how the Lord desired that I be a part of these meeting. Specifically saying that The Lord was going to heal some things. "That what the enemy meant for harm, he will turn it around and use it for his glory." And well tonight some of that came to pass.

In all honesty everything you prayed over me was what I needed to hear from the Lord in every detail. One particular phrase that I can't get out of my head that you had spoken was "You are not at a loss." I'm not completely sure if you're aware of just a lot of the relational struggles and hurts that had happened in the last 6 months through a lot of change that happened in my life, but to put it lightly it's been tough.

With everything going on, with people leaving, and or having relational breaks, both voluntarily and ones I didn't desire to happen, I've been constantly feeling at a loss. Like I'm missing something that makes me less of myself. When you said that, my gosh how my heart broke, while yet all at the same time, it was being put back together.

The Lord showed me in that moment and some time after that these last 6 months of struggle haven't left me at a loss. Yes, I may have hurt and struggled through a lot of different things, but I didn't have to struggle in the level that I did. You also spoke saying "You are not at a loss...I the Lord have protected you from many things you never even knew about." In this time now, 6 months later I'm now not at a loss but rather I'm in the perfect position to move forward in what the Lord is desiring that I do in this next season. I'm not totally sure what that will mean yet. 

I just wanted to say thank you for following the Spirit and for leading Lifepointe in the way you do. I know that The Lord wanted me to be there tonight and hear that from him, so thank you for following the prompting.

Thank you again,

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